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I am only beginning to understand the Keep calm and trust the yzerplan 19 shirt and by the same token and true cost of what an adulthood spent renting in London has done to my psyche. As we hurtle into the third major recession since 2008, I’ve come to realize that a whole section of my personality has been dedicated to subconsciously converting global market failure into a rolling stone attitude. Commitment-phobia is a consequence of the economic dysfunction I have internalized my entire working life. I expect to have to pack my bags. I expect to have to start again: new job, new flat, new life. I’ve absorbed the precariousness all around me and turned my life into something I can collapse at speed into as few boxes as possible. For most of us born in the ’80s and ’90s, owning a home has become our Everest. We were raised with the belief that home-owning was a rite of passage that defined the leap to adulthood and offered some fabled notion of lasting security. Except that virtually the only people able to scale the property-owning mountain now are doing so with the ropes of inherited wealth. The stark reality is that, for most renters, saving for a deposit is either a prohibitively slow process or completely out of the question.I was 37 years old when I could afford to rent my own modest one-bedroom, and it changed my life. Sometimes, still, I come home, close the door, and press my forehead against the cool door frame. Being able to shut out the world after interacting with it all day is a profound luxury I never knew how much I needed—and one I’m scared of losing. On tense days, I dream of rushing back to the solitude of my flat.



It is astounding what happens to your body when you are able to control your environment. There is an unknotting, a dissolving of all those cleverly placed boundaries you need in order to survive in the Keep calm and trust the yzerplan 19 shirt and by the same token and outside world. They fall away, and you begin to soften up. You stop performing. What you lose in two thirds of your salary, you gain in space, silence, and safety. Gradually, forgotten parts of yourself come to the fore. Things that were hidden beneath the surface make themselves felt in this quiet sanctuary. Things you need to know about yourself. Still, I am aware my home is temporary and can be taken away from me at a month’s notice. Every object I bring in, I am conditioned to see as an object that must one day be moved out. I buy neutral furniture that can be easily repurposed. I leave pictures unhung. A sense of impermanence permeates my life, and that of my inner circle. Friends who want children feel they can’t consider starting a family because they do not have a fixed address in which to raise kids. They simply cannot offer a future child anything like the unglamorous but comfy upbringing they themselves enjoyed.


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